Today I'm finally remembering to finish and post an introduction post. Most important thing first:
I am constantly reminded of how far I have yet to come as an ally and as a person, but I just want to put this out there: If ever I do or say anything that makes you feel hurt, unwelcome, or uncomfortable, I promise that I will do my best to listen as calmly and patiently as possible, and if necessary will remove myself from the keyboard for time to calm down so my response will not be reactive or defensive. For any times that I have said anything that has hurt you in the past, I apologize. I'm always trying to do better, and I know that sometimes that's not enough.
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( Ten things you might want to know about me )
If ever you have any questions or comments, consider this a free post to nudge me.
Post updated 4/15/2010
I think my time away broke my flash fic at will abilities or something. Once I have mastered the urge to write a 5k+ kidfic sequel to Happily Ever After with Goats in response to
nel_ani's prompt, maybe I will manage some of the others.
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Does anyone know if there is Erfworld fic? And if it involves Jack Snipe, Charlie, or Maggie? I know, I know, fandom of one most likely, especially if my google fu is anything to go by. I suppose I can save up for next Yuletide.
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Relatedly, does anyone have any recs for books, webcomics, or games with fandoms? I am rather full up on shows, but if you have anything outstanding that seems like a good lure for a between-main-fandoms Tuesday (see in past: Chuck, Psych, Supernatural), I will take it. Or movies, though A-Team may have been a one-off thing and had a TV show before it besides.
I spent twenty minutes going through my folders for getting a head-start on this years Five Days of Tuesday, and I'd like to add something that I'm actively watching, reading, or otherwise engaging. Otherwise I'm mostly stuck with SPN fic several seasons out of date and which will take me forever to finish regardless. In case that sounds appealing, I warn you that these include things like a) angelpreg b) Gabriel failing at seducing Dean while Sam accidentally convinces Cas to be his angel boyfriend c) kidfic (yes, this is separate from the angelpreg).
What I am saying here is pretty please lure me into a fandom where I will be vulnerable to fic ideas.
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Does anyone know if there is Erfworld fic? And if it involves Jack Snipe, Charlie, or Maggie? I know, I know, fandom of one most likely, especially if my google fu is anything to go by. I suppose I can save up for next Yuletide.
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Relatedly, does anyone have any recs for books, webcomics, or games with fandoms? I am rather full up on shows, but if you have anything outstanding that seems like a good lure for a between-main-fandoms Tuesday (see in past: Chuck, Psych, Supernatural), I will take it. Or movies, though A-Team may have been a one-off thing and had a TV show before it besides.
I spent twenty minutes going through my folders for getting a head-start on this years Five Days of Tuesday, and I'd like to add something that I'm actively watching, reading, or otherwise engaging. Otherwise I'm mostly stuck with SPN fic several seasons out of date and which will take me forever to finish regardless. In case that sounds appealing, I warn you that these include things like a) angelpreg b) Gabriel failing at seducing Dean while Sam accidentally convinces Cas to be his angel boyfriend c) kidfic (yes, this is separate from the angelpreg).
What I am saying here is pretty please lure me into a fandom where I will be vulnerable to fic ideas.
Yuletide reveals!
Jan. 1st, 2012 08:10 pmI haven't actually gotten to read much in the way of Yuletide fic and I didn't have time to participate by officially signing up this year, but I did manage to snag one pinch hit for
archiesfrog in a fandom dear to my heart.
Pterosaurs for All
Fandom: Eureka
Summary: Zoe should've gone to Florida for Spring Break.
Notes: A story about Zoe, Jo, and pterosaurs. Thanks especially to
infinimato for the beta and
jmtorres for staying up to hold my hand when I started freaking out over posting fic in a new fandom, as well as
the_wanlorn for enabling my love of dinosaurs, pterosaurs, and other such awesome things.
Pterosaurs for All
Fandom: Eureka
Summary: Zoe should've gone to Florida for Spring Break.
Notes: A story about Zoe, Jo, and pterosaurs. Thanks especially to
Tiny keyboards, people! They are so tiny!
Dec. 22nd, 2011 03:26 amWhich is to say that my netbook, as adorable as it is, is not used enough for it to do anything but drive me to distraction when I am trying to type. This is a problem for the flash fic extravaganza (feel free to leave more prompts) only in that I will have to type them all up when I get home, which will be well before the end of the year.
So that no one interested in DAII time stamps (eek, so happy to be writing this) or anything else I'm working on will miss them, I'll be trying something new and posting the flash fic to
tuesdayfic and AO3 and just leaving a link in my replies.
In other things, I have been enjoying my vacation. I stayed up way too late (see: the time of this post) reading and re-reading
devildoll's Semaphore, which is an Avengers movie-verse fic that ends in Tony/Steve, but also includes a ton of minor character and ship moments that delighted me no end, from Clint and Natasha's double handstand to Pepper's new job and boyfriend to Steve's apartment and neighbor to--well, you can read it all yourself. *grin*
Other things done on my vacation have included buying books for the first time in forever, including Mercedes Lackey's new Changes, which I liked much better than Jim Butcher's of the same title, and some book about a zombie lawyer that is on crack. My cane and I haven't tried braving the beach, but then, I didn't bring sandals, anyway. There's a Siamese kitten, maybe a year old, that likes to wander the area, and I am seriously contemplating buying treats to lure it to me. I can bring the rest home to my cat to make up for the betrayal, I'm sure. Besides, his Christmas catnip toys will probably make him forget we left him at all.
Overall, this week is going rather well. How are things with y'all?
So that no one interested in DAII time stamps (eek, so happy to be writing this) or anything else I'm working on will miss them, I'll be trying something new and posting the flash fic to
In other things, I have been enjoying my vacation. I stayed up way too late (see: the time of this post) reading and re-reading
Other things done on my vacation have included buying books for the first time in forever, including Mercedes Lackey's new Changes, which I liked much better than Jim Butcher's of the same title, and some book about a zombie lawyer that is on crack. My cane and I haven't tried braving the beach, but then, I didn't bring sandals, anyway. There's a Siamese kitten, maybe a year old, that likes to wander the area, and I am seriously contemplating buying treats to lure it to me. I can bring the rest home to my cat to make up for the betrayal, I'm sure. Besides, his Christmas catnip toys will probably make him forget we left him at all.
Overall, this week is going rather well. How are things with y'all?
Year's End Flash Fic Extravaganza!
Dec. 20th, 2011 04:38 pmAt some point when I am home and not on my yearly trip to FL with my amazing mum, I will post some of the fic I wrote in my absence from DW. Until then (and a little after, too), I am taking flash fic prompts!
You can include time stamp requests of any of the fic I've previously written or any random idea you'd like to see me write. No limits on prompts per person, and I will be collecting and filling them through the 1st.
Because I didn't do Yuletide this year, feel free to ask me for small fandoms you know we have in common, or just hope we do. Feel free to ask about books, video games, webcomics, movies, tv shows, songs, or whatever. Not frantically typing away at a small fandom this time of year feels weird.
If you want something in a larger fandom, that's fine, too!
In sum: Hi, I'm back and would like to write y'all things. :D
You can include time stamp requests of any of the fic I've previously written or any random idea you'd like to see me write. No limits on prompts per person, and I will be collecting and filling them through the 1st.
Because I didn't do Yuletide this year, feel free to ask me for small fandoms you know we have in common, or just hope we do. Feel free to ask about books, video games, webcomics, movies, tv shows, songs, or whatever. Not frantically typing away at a small fandom this time of year feels weird.
If you want something in a larger fandom, that's fine, too!
In sum: Hi, I'm back and would like to write y'all things. :D
Ants have not killed me.
Sep. 14th, 2011 03:27 pmIt has occurred to me that might be in question considering my last entry before radio silence. Various things in flesh space (thankfully not ants) have overwhelmed me of late and will likely continue to do so. I won't be participating in Yuletide (assuming its running this year) or any of my other usual fannish activity; neither am I likely to manage any but the most sporadic of journal reading.
If you need me for anything, the only e-mail I'm regularly checking and replying to is my gmail. If you don't have that, feel free to PM me.
As ever, my thoughts are with y'all. ♥
If you need me for anything, the only e-mail I'm regularly checking and replying to is my gmail. If you don't have that, feel free to PM me.
As ever, my thoughts are with y'all. ♥
WE HAVE ANTS IN OUR HOTEL ROOM. THEY HAVE CRAWLED ON ME. MANY TIMES. I KILLED TWO OF THEM AGAINST ME BEFORE REALIZING THEY WERE THERE. ONE OF THEM CRAWLED ON ME IN THE BATHROOM.
IT IS ALMOST THREE AND I HAVE STILL NOT CALMED DOWN ENOUGH TO SLEEP. CAPSLOCKS CANNOT CONVEY THE ENTIRETY OF MY DISTRESS. PLEASE SEND CALMING VIBES MY WAY.
IT IS ALMOST THREE AND I HAVE STILL NOT CALMED DOWN ENOUGH TO SLEEP. CAPSLOCKS CANNOT CONVEY THE ENTIRETY OF MY DISTRESS. PLEASE SEND CALMING VIBES MY WAY.
I still need to pack D:
Aug. 11th, 2011 01:16 pmStill haven't left yet! I will get to the hotel by sometime tonight. Whee, random anxiety attack over driving. Not even attempts to bribe myself with dropping by Molly's have gotten me out of the house. I have told myself that I will face packing by two and leaving by three. *crosses fingers for this being true*
For people who see me at VVC: I am totally up for hugs! Also, if I owe you fic, feel free to frown at me and remind me what I am supposed to be writing you. *eyes
fan_eunice and
nestra nervously*
Reminders to self for packing:
-Do not forget the blender!
-Socks. You forget these sometimes. You will actually need these.
-Medication.
-Clothing.
-Netbook.
-Bathroom things.
For people who see me at VVC: I am totally up for hugs! Also, if I owe you fic, feel free to frown at me and remind me what I am supposed to be writing you. *eyes
Reminders to self for packing:
-Do not forget the blender!
-Socks. You forget these sometimes. You will actually need these.
-Medication.
-Clothing.
-Netbook.
-Bathroom things.
Preparing for VVC
Aug. 9th, 2011 05:24 pmI should be packing and finishing fic, but instead I am watching vids and getting excited over all the new vids that I will soon be able to see.
danegen put together a list of some of last year's VVC vids she is watching, and I am nicking that idea. Except, well, only some of these are from past iterations of VVC. If a bunch of these look familiar, that is probably because I have recommended several of these in the past.
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Chuck:
Get Off by
jmtorres
Chuck from the Burbank by
kuwdora
Dead Like Me:
There Is A Boy Who Never Goes Out by
greensilver
Doctor Who:
I by
fan_eunice
Leverage:
Imma Be by
talitha78
Merlin:
Harbor by
kaydeefalls
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic:
Five Colours by
leanwellback
Supernatural:
Luv Song by
danegen (Technically, this is more SPN fandom?)
Supernatural in my Pants by
deirdre_c
For Your Entertainment by
grey_bard
Rabbit Hearted Girl (Raise It Up) by
ancastar
blahblahblah by
kaiyote
Thor:
Set Fire to the Rain by
talitha78
White Collar:
Walk Right Up by
china_shop
Bathwater by
china_shop
X-Men:
Rolling in the Deep by
arefadedaway
Lovestain by
talitha78
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A sad thing I discovered while putting this together: I can't find Nowhere to Stop anywhere but youtube anymore since
lola_thursday locked it down. On the plus side, I will always have the copy on my hard drive.
If, um, I linked to a vid of yours and I haven't commented on it, sorry! I have been terrible about comments. Be assured, if it's on this list, I love it to bits.
These are only vids from the playlist on this laptop. If anyone is interested, I may put together another link round-up of the older ones on my desktop.
. . . Looking at that list, though, it is obvious I need more lady vids in my life. Especially Raven vids. Are there Raven vids? I really need to look into that.
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Chuck:
Get Off by
Chuck from the Burbank by
Dead Like Me:
There Is A Boy Who Never Goes Out by
Doctor Who:
I by
Leverage:
Imma Be by
Merlin:
Harbor by
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic:
Five Colours by
Supernatural:
Luv Song by
Supernatural in my Pants by
For Your Entertainment by
Rabbit Hearted Girl (Raise It Up) by
blahblahblah by
Thor:
Set Fire to the Rain by
White Collar:
Walk Right Up by
Bathwater by
X-Men:
Rolling in the Deep by
Lovestain by
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A sad thing I discovered while putting this together: I can't find Nowhere to Stop anywhere but youtube anymore since
If, um, I linked to a vid of yours and I haven't commented on it, sorry! I have been terrible about comments. Be assured, if it's on this list, I love it to bits.
These are only vids from the playlist on this laptop. If anyone is interested, I may put together another link round-up of the older ones on my desktop.
. . . Looking at that list, though, it is obvious I need more lady vids in my life. Especially Raven vids. Are there Raven vids? I really need to look into that.
Don't Go in the Funhouse [Also at AO3]
Fandom: A-Team (2010)
Summary: "There aren't going to be any explosions," Hannibal said, "if everything goes according to plan."
Notes: B.A./Murdock. 1703 words. Teen and up. Full notes at the link.
"You've never been to a carnival," B.A. said disbelievingly.
Fandom: A-Team (2010)
Summary: "There aren't going to be any explosions," Hannibal said, "if everything goes according to plan."
Notes: B.A./Murdock. 1703 words. Teen and up. Full notes at the link.
"You've never been to a carnival," B.A. said disbelievingly.
It's last minute, but if anyone is looking for a spare room, I'm rooming with
devon from Thursday night to Saturday night (checking out Sunday), and we definitely have room for one. I suspect I won't decide what panels and vid shows I'm going to attend until VVC actually starts, but I am so excited.
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In other things, today is my anniversary with
the_wanlorn! I totally had plans to finish a Haven fic for her, but then I fell asleep at seven yesterday and only woke this morning. I did, however, finally finish an A-Team fic, which with any luck will make a decent substitute. I'll be posting that in a little while.
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In other things, today is my anniversary with
Outside of the cut, because I want to make this as clear as possible: the choice to file charges has nothing to do with whether someone was raped. If you are a feminist or choose to so identify, stop suggesting this.
( Trigger warning for sexual assault )
( Trigger warning for sexual assault )
Hello, old nemesis
Jul. 29th, 2011 11:48 amApparently it's a sinus infection.
Things that are cheering (yes, I need a list):
• New Haven. Two whole episodes of it so far! Excuse me while I draw hearts around Duke and Audrey and Nate's faces
• Porn Battle is closing prompts, which means soon it will be the day it opens fills, and then there will be lots of excellent fic. Also, I am maybe already going through the comments and collecting prompts for my own use.
• This video is adorable. Even more adorable: the dog apparently heard it even though I was wearing headphones and came over to check out the two strange dogs making noises in his house. He was very disappointed they weren't actually around to play with.
• My cat is being even more adorable than all of the dogs by curling up on my books so I pay attention to him.
• I have a whole stack of library books to read while stuck inside and resting this weekend.
What are your happy things today?
Things that are cheering (yes, I need a list):
• New Haven. Two whole episodes of it so far! Excuse me while I draw hearts around Duke and Audrey and Nate's faces
• Porn Battle is closing prompts, which means soon it will be the day it opens fills, and then there will be lots of excellent fic. Also, I am maybe already going through the comments and collecting prompts for my own use.
• This video is adorable. Even more adorable: the dog apparently heard it even though I was wearing headphones and came over to check out the two strange dogs making noises in his house. He was very disappointed they weren't actually around to play with.
• My cat is being even more adorable than all of the dogs by curling up on my books so I pay attention to him.
• I have a whole stack of library books to read while stuck inside and resting this weekend.
What are your happy things today?
Anyone who ever suffers from allergies or angry sinuses have tips/secrets to share?
Jul. 26th, 2011 01:46 amThe entire right side of my face is a ball of pain, liquid keeps leaking from that tear duct, and I have literally gone through an entire box of kleenex today. These are not tiny boxes.
Currently I can't take NSAIDs for medical reasons. I've used ice right over my sinuses, and it's too hot for heat (though I may try it anyway). I am leery of tea for the same reason. More allergy medications are also right out for the moment, though let me tell you, I am counting down the hours and hoping this is not a sinus infection.
Does anyone have any tips, tricks, or suggestions not listed above? And, though it is less pressing than the ball of pain in my face, any tips for ear pain? You would think this would be something I would know from chronic ear infections as a child, but alas, crying into my mum's lap until I was dragged to the doctor and trying not to let anyone close to my ears is not something I can get away with as an adult.
Failing suggestions, anyone have fic recs? I am currently nostalgic for Harry Potter (you would not believe how much (mostly terrible) femslash and sorting AUs and bad fic I have been reading) and rummaging around in DCU (with a focus on The Avengers, Thor, and X-Men). Alternately, good creepy pasta or creepy web originals. If it deserves a place on the High Octane Nightmare Fuel page, I will probably read it.
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And so that I am not just taking, have some recs:
That Insidious Beast: I'm only partway through, but I am delighted by documentation fic combined with actual prose. The TV schedule and the kid snarking on info dots are both great. A mid-apocalypse tale.
The SCP Foundation has tons of awesome stuff, though it also has tons of terrible stuff and tons of triggery stuff. At some point I may go through and find my favorites and link them, if only for my own ease of reference. Tales of a collection of things and people (and things that were people).
And I am sure all of you have already read The Dionaea House.
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. . . It is 2:30 a.m., how am I even awake? More to the point, I am re-reading The Dionaea House. Even if my pain goes away, how will I ever sleep again?
Currently I can't take NSAIDs for medical reasons. I've used ice right over my sinuses, and it's too hot for heat (though I may try it anyway). I am leery of tea for the same reason. More allergy medications are also right out for the moment, though let me tell you, I am counting down the hours and hoping this is not a sinus infection.
Does anyone have any tips, tricks, or suggestions not listed above? And, though it is less pressing than the ball of pain in my face, any tips for ear pain? You would think this would be something I would know from chronic ear infections as a child, but alas, crying into my mum's lap until I was dragged to the doctor and trying not to let anyone close to my ears is not something I can get away with as an adult.
Failing suggestions, anyone have fic recs? I am currently nostalgic for Harry Potter (you would not believe how much (mostly terrible) femslash and sorting AUs and bad fic I have been reading) and rummaging around in DCU (with a focus on The Avengers, Thor, and X-Men). Alternately, good creepy pasta or creepy web originals. If it deserves a place on the High Octane Nightmare Fuel page, I will probably read it.
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And so that I am not just taking, have some recs:
That Insidious Beast: I'm only partway through, but I am delighted by documentation fic combined with actual prose. The TV schedule and the kid snarking on info dots are both great. A mid-apocalypse tale.
The SCP Foundation has tons of awesome stuff, though it also has tons of terrible stuff and tons of triggery stuff. At some point I may go through and find my favorites and link them, if only for my own ease of reference. Tales of a collection of things and people (and things that were people).
And I am sure all of you have already read The Dionaea House.
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. . . It is 2:30 a.m., how am I even awake? More to the point, I am re-reading The Dionaea House. Even if my pain goes away, how will I ever sleep again?
Saw Captain America
Jul. 22nd, 2011 02:51 amWas delighted at many things. Too tired to write up a real reaction post, but tell me all your favorite bits in comments?
P.S. Best movie moment: watching the trailer for Avengers and having a dude in the audience yell, "*THOR*!" Yes, there were definitely asterisks in that exultant proclamation. Some fan boy is secretly reading
astolat's journal, I see.
P.P.S. I might have clutched at my face and shrieked a tiny bit at seeing Certain Characters in said trailer.
P.P.P.S. HOW COULD NO ONE HAVE LINKED ME TO THIS alk;lfksglajfdalfskdas;ldfjk obviously there is still tons of comic reading in my future.
P.S. Best movie moment: watching the trailer for Avengers and having a dude in the audience yell, "*THOR*!" Yes, there were definitely asterisks in that exultant proclamation. Some fan boy is secretly reading
P.P.S. I might have clutched at my face and shrieked a tiny bit at seeing Certain Characters in said trailer.
P.P.P.S. HOW COULD NO ONE HAVE LINKED ME TO THIS alk;lfksglajfdalfskdas;ldfjk obviously there is still tons of comic reading in my future.
About this year's VVC
Jul. 21st, 2011 07:24 pmI am considering the possibility of going, because sometimes it is good for me to get out of my routine in a place that is familiar and full of joy. That there is no wait list has been a major, major temptation for a while now. My only problem is that I am probably too full of anxiety to make a post to the comm asking if anyone has any space in their room open for another roommate.
Thus: do any of you? Do you know anyone who does whom you can vouch for not secretly being an axe murderer?
I'm still going back and forth over the whole thing, but my decision would be easier if I knew I didn't have to pay the full cost of a hotel room on my lonesome.
(Okay, there is a second problem of not having covered last year's gambling debts, but I'm sure any day now I will get on that. . . . Any day now.)
Thus: do any of you? Do you know anyone who does whom you can vouch for not secretly being an axe murderer?
I'm still going back and forth over the whole thing, but my decision would be easier if I knew I didn't have to pay the full cost of a hotel room on my lonesome.
(Okay, there is a second problem of not having covered last year's gambling debts, but I'm sure any day now I will get on that. . . . Any day now.)
Of the utmost importance
Jul. 2nd, 2011 09:32 pmIf anyone has Captain America recs for which of the comic series to read (and also any Captain America/Iron Man fic recs), I would greatly appreciate them! I am possibly moving into that fandom and focusing a ton of my writing there at the behest of my awesome girlfriend.
In other things, today
the_wanlorn and I met up with
polarisnorth,
aria,
reflectedeve, and
oliviacircle at Al Dente. It was full of awesome fandom chatter, and I am very much looking forward to exploring various fandoms and fic.
jmtorres, you will be happy to know that Sanctuary is right at the top of my list again. Well, right after all of the Captain America stuff.
In other things, today
Any fen in Boston want to meet up for dinner in the next week or so? Any day but Tuesday or Thursday would be awesome. I will be visiting with my fabulous girlfriend,
the_wanlorn from Friday on, so it would be me, her, and whoever else would like to show. I know I am dragging her (or rather, making her drive me) to Al Dente one day, at least.
Opinions on day/time/place?
Opinions on day/time/place?
Pod fic and links and recs, oh my
Jun. 20th, 2011 09:58 pmFirst, I am the luckiest of ladies in that
rhea314 made two great pod fic from my flash fic: Like Sharpened Feathers, It Falls, an Akari Hikago fic, and Down Endless Corridors, a Chris Petshop of Horrors fic.
Some links from my circle and network and elsewhere:
Bobwhite by Magnolia Porter is a pretty excellent comic about three friends in university at an art school. It is also complete! You may want to start from the beginning.
Mental Health and Meds, about good experiences with meds.
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A number of vid, fic, and art recs (emphasis on vids):
Walk Right Up by
china_shop, a Clinton/Neal White Collar vid of deliciousness.
Love the Way You Lie Part 2, which is Charles/Erik X-Men: First Class and terrible and delightful to watch.
'Til the World Ends by
talitha78 is Charles/Erik and Britney and absolutely wonderful.
Muppet Thor, which is a little sad and a lot funny and super great.
Set Fire to the Rain by
talitha78 (shut up, yes, I rec her a lot because she's awesome), which is Thor and Loki and makes me claw at my face with FEELINGS, SO MANY FEELINGS.
Shatter by
aria is a Loki/Thor AU in which Loki is the one cast down, and it also overwhelms me with feelings, oh my gosh, you guys, this fic. FEELINGS. Also, an amazing Darcy and science as sorcerery and FEELINGS.
Possibly I have lost coherence by the end of these recs, but whatever, all you need to know is all of the above are great. Also, if you have any Raven recs, you should send them my way, because right now I am too leery of the internet to go searching.
Some links from my circle and network and elsewhere:
Bobwhite by Magnolia Porter is a pretty excellent comic about three friends in university at an art school. It is also complete! You may want to start from the beginning.
Mental Health and Meds, about good experiences with meds.
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A number of vid, fic, and art recs (emphasis on vids):
Walk Right Up by
Love the Way You Lie Part 2, which is Charles/Erik X-Men: First Class and terrible and delightful to watch.
'Til the World Ends by
Muppet Thor, which is a little sad and a lot funny and super great.
Set Fire to the Rain by
Shatter by
Possibly I have lost coherence by the end of these recs, but whatever, all you need to know is all of the above are great. Also, if you have any Raven recs, you should send them my way, because right now I am too leery of the internet to go searching.